Listen To My Heart

When we love somene, they're gone.
And that's the fact of life.
*sigh*

Have you ever thought how i feel when you said
you did not love me anymore?
Have you ever thought how i feel when you said
you did not want me anymore?
Have you ever thought how i feel when you said
you did not need me anymore?
Have you ever thought how i feel when you said
we're different?
Have you ever thought how i feel when you did not
care bout me anymore?
Have you ever thought how i feel when you did not
call me every night and text me everyday
like you used to anymore?
Have you ever thought bout all these?

All those things you did to me were so mean.
After all, you just fade away
without knowing that i've already falled for you.
How could you be so heartless boy?
You're such a bullshit, only know how to break a girl's heart.
DAMN! I hate you.

Whatever it is,
i have to let you go, keep moving on and no more hoping.
I'll be fine without you, i will.

I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU I'M STUCK ON YOU

Just want you to know that deep inside my heart,
i still miss you, NMF.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

PUASA!
Yeah, that's the word.
It has arrived again, the month of fasting and prayer.
Today is the second day, and Alhamdulillah, i still can fast :)
(no cuti-cuti okay? :P)

As we grew up, everything's changed.
The thinking bout Ramadhan has changed too.
Back to those days, I still remember when i was 7,
i kept nagging to my mum.

me: mummy, bila nk buka puasa nih?
mum: sabar laa syg, lagi setengah jam je nak berbuka.

me: lamanya, nak buka sekarang boleh tak?
mum: no you can't, nanti rugi laa tak dapat pahala puasa.

(And i felt like crying at that time just because i can't break my fast eventho its only half an hour left before Azan. HAHA :D)

See, when we're still kids, nagging is a normal thing and
sumtimes people thinks its cute. But now if we did the same thing,
people will like, "ishhh, teruknya budak nih, tak boleh sabar ke?
dah besar pun nak merungut macam budak-budak lagi".
And i can imagine how if i nagged to my mum at this age (i'm 20),
she will surely get really mad with me.

We should welcome this month
and embrace it with happiness and joy.
Its the month that provides an opportunity for forgiveness
from Allah SWT and emancipation from our sins.
Its the month for performing good deeds and giving in charity.
Its the month when the gates of the heavens are opened
and the rewards for our deeds are magnified many times over.
Its the month wherein prayers are answered
and the status of the worshipper is elevated.
Its the month wherein sins are forgiven.

So people, let's complete one of the Islam Pillar with full of
'Blessings from Allah SWT'. May Ramadhan brings more happiness
and may God bless you always. Amin :)

HAPPY FASTING MONTH EVERYONE!

MTV World Stage

I'm sure that you all know bout this event rite?
6 bands, The All-American Rejects, Boys Like Girls, Hoobastank,
Raygun, Kasabian, Estranged including Pixie Lott are performing live
in Malaysia at Sunway Lagoon on 15th August 2009,
which was last Saturday starting at 6 p.m.

I went there with my ex-boyfriend (no need to mention his name), my bestie, Bella and her boyfriend, Amir. By the time we entered Sunway Lagoon (around 6.30 p.m. i guess), Estranged band was performing. We kinda missed to watch them but its okay, coz Estranged is our local band, we can see their performance
anytime anywhere in Malaysia :D

Once we entered the pool (where the concert been held),
OMGGG, the crowd was so huge and there were lots of people -
school kids, collegians, and even foreigners. Its so
fucking pack and i hate it! -___-"

Then, the first international band performed, Boys Like Girls,
WOOHOO I LOVE THEM :) They sang their top 4 songs - Thunder, The
Great Escape, Hero Heroine and of course their new hit single,
Love Drunk! Unfortunately, its kinda rainy when this band performed.
I was quite worried if the rain becomes heavier but thank God,
the rain stopped after about 30 minutes.

The excitement continued at 8 p.m. where Raygun, Hoobastank
and Pixie Lott made their performance. Pixie Lott looked
so HOTTT with her beautiful gold dress :)

Around 10 p.m. the moment that i've been waiting for had
finally come. My favourite band THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS is going
to perform! Hehe :) They sang their old and new songs but my fav
are - I Wanna, It Ends Tonight, Dirty Little Secret and Gives You Hell.
I think AAR was the most bestest band on that nite. They were fully
energetic and Tyson's vocal was so strong. Heee, i love Tyson.
He's so fucking hot and he's so mine. HAHA :D

Then, Kasabian ended the concert with their performance.
Their hit single such as Fire and Shoot The Runner really made people
screamed out loud! The concert ends at 11.30 p.m. and i felt very
exhausted but still, satisfied and happy with all the bands'
performances specially AAR :) Really hope that there
will be more concerts like this next time.

Before i stop, i would like to show you some videos that i've
recorded. Hope you guys enjoy watching it eventho
its kinda blurry and shaking :D
Cheers!

Newbies

H E L L - O

I'm new in this blogspot.
I found this web from my cousin, keep browsing it and read other peoples' blog sumtimes. I think its interesting to have a blog
but after 8 months, only now i created my own blog.
Quite a long time to create it rite? HAHA :D

Well, starting from now, i can share my stories, photos, videos
and lots of other stuffs with you guys in here.
That's really exciting you know.

Till then,
wait for my next post :)
x o x o