Why is on the earth i'm still having fake friends? I'm sick of having this kind of friends. Pretend to be nice in front of me but at my back, you talked shit bout me, backstabbed me and even stole my money! Seriously, i don't need you so stop bothering my life anymore. Please go away and eat shit motherfucker! *middlefinger*
I've known you for a short period but when it comes talking to you, it was like i've known you for years. You're the one who texted and called me everyday and every night, the one who accompanied me when i need someone to talk to, and the one who will listen to all my thoughts.
From an unknown perfectly stranger, suddenly you became a very close buddy to me. And maybe you're more than just a buddy to me, hahahaha NOT!
Thanks for being such a beautiful stranger. I'm so grateful of knowing you :)
I had watched Papadom last 2 weeks. (Finally after 4 months, i can watch movies at the cinema :D) And guess what? Farid Kamil looks sooo hot in that movie! Me likey :)
I'm so in love with this Paparazzi song. The bestest song from Lady Gaga and my favourite for sure. Somehow, it reminds me of someone, someone i like :)
I'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me. Papa-Paparazzi. Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that i'll be, your Papa-Paparazzi.
Kuala Terengganu's people are so fucking stupid. They are very rude on the road and didn't respect other. Totally no civic minded at all. You people should go back to school and learn how to respect other people. Sorry to say these, but what happened yesterday really makes me shocked and angry. Fuck you!
Bad luck or unlucky, 2 words that suits me best for raya this year. GOD SAKE.
On 2nd raya at midnight, i went to the hotel's bar with my cousins, Aya and Bro Wan. Just chilling around and had some drinks. When we're on our way back to our
room, my hand suddenly hemmed in between two main entrance doors.
FUCK! It really hurts and only God knows how i feel :(
The next day, shits happened again. I lost my handphone! 2 bad things happened to me in just 2 days. Goshhh, that's so cruel. With my hand still bleeding, then i lost my handphone. Hmm, what else can i do instead of accepting my unlucky faith rite? ZZZZZ.
Lots of things happened during this raya. It will always remains as sweet memories to me :)
1st Syawal ♥
On 1st Syawal, i woke up early at 7.30 a.m. i guess. Feeling so excited cause its rayaaa! Took bath, dress up with new baju kurung and i'm all ready to go beraya :D But before that, had my breakfast eating ketupat with kuah kacang and rendang ayam. Yummyyy! Mummy, you're the bestest cook :)
Our first destination is Kedai Gambar Siew Chan. Took some raya photos there and went to Pekan visiting Aunite Intan's house right after that. She cooked nasi minyak with ayam masak merah and opor daging. My favourite :) Around 2 p.m. we went back to Kuantan and visited Auntie Nisa's, Auntie Beram's and Auntie Rose's house. The menu were nasi tomato, lotong, lemang, rendang and of course kuih raya. Although its such a tiring day but i was so happy cause i already got duit raya :D
While texting someone :D
2nd day, my grandma, aunties and cousins came! I missed them so much and finally, i can meet them. My Auntie Suzie (mum's 2nd sister) and her 3 daughters, Aya, Kakak and Kakdik, didnt sleep at my house but they checked in at Hyatt Regency Hotel, Teluk Cempedak. So in the evening, my cousins and i went swimming at the hotel's pool. We had much fun :)
The next day, we visited Uncle Nizam's house at Indera Mahkota. But pity my lil brother, my mum didnt allow him to follow us cause she said that he needs to study for PMR. Mummy, when can you be open minded and sporting laa? -_- Then, we went to Pekan again and visited my grandpa's grave. Its been a long time since he passed away, since 1993 and until now, we never missed to visit his grave. We miss you grandpa!
Uncle Nizam's House :)
Candiddd :D
Say cheeseeeee!
At night, we had our family dinner at Bambu Restaurant. The main menu is ikan bakar! Me likeyyy :) Finished eating, we went to Suzanne Boulevard. Its karaoke time! Hehe.
But i guess its not a lucky day for me since something bad happened to me. I mean really bad. Shits happened on the 2nd and 3rd day of raya. Will tell you on my next post okay? But still, everyone enjoyed the night except for me. Haihhh :(
My backbone ♥
Nothing interesting happened on the 4th day. My grandma, aunties and cousins will be going back home. I just went to Auntie Eton's house at Tok sira with Aya, Auntie Suzie and Auntie Sumarni (mum's 3rd sister). Around 8 p.m. all of them went back to KL.
But i love the next day, which was the 5th day of raya. I met my best friends and my ex-school mates. Goshhh, its been ages since i last meet them. We went beraya to Adda's and Muaddibah's house. They also came to my house and beraya. Sorry guys, i can only serve you guys with kuih raya since my mum didnt cook anything for that day. Hehe.
I love you guys so much!
And finally at night, Najihah, Nadya, Muaddibah, Mumtaz and i went for dinner at Red One Cafe. Gossiping was what we did :D
Then, we headed to Teluk Cempedak. Bought McD's ice cream, had a walk along the beach and took some photos. I like doing all these things very much especially when its so hard to see each other nowadays. Gonna miss you guys very much too!
Friends forever :)
I guess that's all, my raya story :D Better stop writing now or else my post will be so long like an essay. Bye bye!
Someone has stoled my heart. Makes me wanting him all the time. Is this what we called love?
But he's already in UK, furthering his studies in Degree and will be there for 3 years. I guess that he will only be my puppy crush now since its such a long period rite?
He went there last nite. Just before Hari Raya and his 20th birthday. All the best for you, Mr F :)
Monday, September 7th, another ordinary and boring day. But its Nuzul Al-Quran Day so no need to work today. Yeehaaaaaaaaaa :D
And ohh, about my last post, i already moved on and no more thinking bout him. See, already told you that i'm strong or i haven't tell you anything? Haha *crapping* Let's stop talking bout that bullshit guy, he's just a piece of shit :)
Tup tap tup tap, we already fast for 17 days. Goshhh, time passed by so quickly and there are 12 more days left before Hari Raya! Totally can't wait to celebrate it but i haven't bought anything yet for the preparation just because i'm stuck in Kuala Terengganu. Damnit! I guess that i will only shop when i get back to Kuantan, 2 days before Hari Raya.
Wishlist for Hari Raya: 1. New hair styles, colour my hair or maybe highlight it :D 2. 2 baju kurung moden and 1 kebaya. 3. 2 new jeans, MNG and Levi's jeans pleaseee! 4. A white gold necklace, my mum wants to buy it for me :) 5. Almond London, Tart Nenas and Honey Cornflakes biscuits. 6. Not forgetting, rendang, ketupat and also lemang, wajib okay?
When we love somene, they're gone. And that's the fact of life. *sigh*
Have you ever thought how i feel when you said you did not love me anymore? Have you ever thought how i feel when you said you did not want me anymore? Have you ever thought how i feel when you said you did not need me anymore? Have you ever thought how i feel when you said we're different? Have you ever thought how i feel when you did not care bout me anymore? Have you ever thought how i feel when you did not call me every night and text me everyday like you used to anymore? Have you ever thought bout all these?
All those things you did to me were so mean. After all, you just fade away without knowing that i've already falled for you. How could you be so heartless boy? You're such a bullshit, only know how to break a girl's heart. DAMN! I hate you.
Whatever it is, i have to let you go, keep moving on and no more hoping. I'll be fine without you, i will.
I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU I'M STUCK ON YOU
Just want you to know that deep inside my heart, i still miss you, NMF.
PUASA! Yeah, that's the word. It has arrived again, the month of fasting and prayer. Today is the second day, and Alhamdulillah, i still can fast :) (no cuti-cuti okay? :P)
As we grew up, everything's changed. The thinking bout Ramadhan has changed too. Back to those days, I still remember when i was 7, i kept nagging to my mum.
me: mummy, bila nk buka puasa nih? mum: sabar laa syg, lagi setengah jam je nak berbuka.
me: lamanya, nak buka sekarang boleh tak? mum: no you can't, nanti rugi laa tak dapat pahala puasa.
(And i felt like crying at that time just because i can't break my fast eventho its only half an hour left before Azan. HAHA :D)
See, when we're still kids, nagging is a normal thing and sumtimes people thinks its cute. But now if we did the same thing, people will like, "ishhh, teruknya budak nih, tak boleh sabar ke? dah besar pun nak merungut macam budak-budak lagi". And i can imagine how if i nagged to my mum at this age (i'm 20), she will surely get really mad with me.
We should welcome this month and embrace it with happiness and joy. Its the month that provides an opportunity for forgiveness from Allah SWT and emancipation from our sins. Its the month for performing good deeds and giving in charity. Its the month when the gates of the heavens are opened and the rewards for our deeds are magnified many times over. Its the month wherein prayers are answered and the status of the worshipper is elevated. Its the month wherein sins are forgiven.
So people, let's complete one of the Islam Pillar with full of 'Blessings from Allah SWT'. May Ramadhan brings more happiness and may God bless you always. Amin :)
I'm sure that you all know bout this event rite?
6 bands, The All-American Rejects, Boys Like Girls, Hoobastank,
Raygun, Kasabian, Estranged including Pixie Lott are performing live
in Malaysia at Sunway Lagoon on 15th August 2009,
which was last Saturday starting at 6 p.m.
I went there with my ex-boyfriend (no need to mention his name), my bestie, Bella and her boyfriend, Amir. By the time we entered Sunway Lagoon (around 6.30 p.m. i guess), Estranged band was performing. We kinda missed to watch them but its okay, coz Estranged is our local band, we can see their performance
anytime anywhere in Malaysia :D
Once we entered the pool (where the concert been held),
OMGGG, the crowd was so huge and there were lots of people -
school kids, collegians, and even foreigners. Its so
fucking pack and i hate it! -___-"
Then, the first international band performed, Boys Like Girls,
WOOHOO I LOVE THEM :) They sang their top 4 songs - Thunder, The
Great Escape, Hero Heroine and of course their new hit single,
Love Drunk! Unfortunately, its kinda rainy when this band performed.
I was quite worried if the rain becomes heavier but thank God,
the rain stopped after about 30 minutes.
The excitement continued at 8 p.m. where Raygun, Hoobastank
and Pixie Lott made their performance. Pixie Lott looked
so HOTTT with her beautiful gold dress :)
Around 10 p.m. the moment that i've been waiting for had
finally come. My favourite band THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS is going
to perform! Hehe :) They sang their old and new songs but my fav
are - I Wanna, It Ends Tonight, Dirty Little Secret and Gives You Hell.
I think AAR was the most bestest band on that nite. They were fully
energetic and Tyson's vocal was so strong. Heee, i love Tyson.
He's so fucking hot and he's so mine. HAHA :D
Then, Kasabian ended the concert with their performance.
Their hit single such as Fire and Shoot The Runner really made people
screamed out loud! The concert ends at 11.30 p.m. and i felt very
exhausted but still, satisfied and happy with all the bands'
performances specially AAR :) Really hope that there
will be more concerts like this next time.
Before i stop, i would like to show you some videos that i've
recorded. Hope you guys enjoy watching it eventho
its kinda blurry and shaking :D
Cheers!
I'm new in this blogspot. I found this web from my cousin, keep browsing it and read other peoples' blog sumtimes. I think its interesting to have a blog but after 8 months, only now i created my own blog. Quite a long time to create it rite? HAHA :D
Well, starting from now, i can share my stories, photos, videos and lots of other stuffs with you guys in here. That's really exciting you know.
